i love my life in Shah Alam :) :)

&&

I don't need to have a man to give the love
i don't need to be in a relationship cause I know people would only hurt you not to heal you
when everything's over,he will leave you with nothing but HATRED
believe me!!
I never feel this so much hatred in my LIFE.
perosak kegembiraan saya di sini.
OK, shall I start my blog with this?
I already did.hahaha.my bad

to SOMEONE
(baca ne,baca ne!arap2 kaw baca!!aku taw kaw slalu stalk blog aku sebb aku da delete kaw kan? *agak perasan di sini*)
You know what??
I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!
'AKU MELUAT TENGOK KAW!!'
(napa aku mesti teserempak dgn kaw.kaw dan dia macam anak ngan mak tau tak??.haha.ke hulu ke hilir.mcm kerang busuk.dah xda life ke bhai?)
'KAW INGAT KAW BGUS SGT?'
'KAW INGAT KAW ENSEM SGT ?'
'KAW BLAH LA DOWH!'
'AKU BENCI KAW GILA-GILA'

&&
it feels so good!!!!
whew!!



I love my life now with these people around me
I enjoy every single of it
the ups and downs that I've through
makes me realize that nothing much more important than having them in my life


My greatest bestfriend
myself.
she still confuse about herself too

Besties for life!!


Faris and Aya. kawan baek sgt2 jugaa.
u like a brother to me n u aya,like a mother to me.hahaha
joke2

Nurul Yazmin.manusia cantik yg gedik

'Izzatul Nadiah.
da kenal kaw 2 tahun dah macm adek aku

zaman JAHILIAH saya.
da insaf!!!


clazmates TERBAEK!!!

And I met these new people.
tengs sbb gembirakan saya biarpun hanya sekejap.
terima kasih :)



bean.
kawan baik.tak lebih dari itu


fiqar.dah lama x lepak ngan kaw dowh.mana ilang?





saja.gmbr ne lawa.hahaha


kwn baru :)
hahaha

TO ELLE:Dahla kaw merapu byak2.pg bwat kerja sana

aku tak pasti

mungkin ini bukan masa yg sesuai untuk aku tulis apa2 kat blog aku ne.tpi memandangkan aku sedg melalui ari2 yg buruk,yg sial dan yg menyedihkan dlm hidup aku.dan dikala ini aku tak pasti ada siapa yg suda mendgr apa yg aku cuba smpaikan,maka aku mengambil keputusan untuk menconteg lagi blog ini dgn kata2 bodo aku sendiri.

knapa aku begitu desperate sekali untuk membahagiakan diri aku?
bru seminggu aku cuba happy kan diri aku
bersama kawan2 aku yg aku sgt2 syg dalam dunia.
ya kamu kawan2 yg aku syg sgt2.

knapa kaw berusaha untuk tidak sunyi.
kaw faham
kaw taw
dan kaw tak sanggup
tpi knapa
dlm masa yg sama semua org layan aku sebaliknya
semua
aku tidur dan aku bgun
aku buka hanfon aku
sama
semua
sama......
tak guna kaw menangis kasihankan diri kaw el
tak guna kaw mengharap sama org yg tak patut kaw harapkan
kaw da tau dia layan kaw mcm mana tp kaw masi tak serik2...
(ok ini tiada kaitan dengan cinta2 a.aku muak dgn perkataan itu)
n org lain yg kaw syg macm mana pula??
em
.tataula
mungkin kawyg terlalu sensitif.
bodoh el
knapa kaw rosakkan bendapaling berharga kaw ada ha?
hanfon kaw thu biarpun harga seratus,kaw rosakkn knapa?

Sunday blues

kejam,ya kejam
kerana manghancurkan hati si kecil ini
apa aku ini mainan?
apa aku ini tiada perasaan?
sedang teringat,aku sakit,pedih dan benci....
aku tidak minta benci ini bertandang tpi aku hanya manusia biasa.

ya,aku manusia biasa
yg kadang tidak menyangka bencana
yg kadang sangkakan mentari datg tetapi sebaliknya
aku cuma inginkan itu
sehingga tetanya2 knapa mendung yg datg.
namun aku menanti dan paksa cekalkan hati
kalo bukan mentari,pelangi pasti akan mengambil alih
aku bersyukur kerana mereka punca dikala mentari itu yg ditunggu
yang belum tiba masanya untuk menterjah aku,
aku menjadi tenang dan sabar
mereka ada disisi.terima kasih.

Shout Awards and Burfday Acap!!! hehe (crita nnti juga ye picca dulu :)

I only got the chance to see Zahiril Adzim dari jauh.........haa.ta nmpak pun.I ngan She pegi dkt2 dorg tpi damn lense i tak leh jauh zoom mana pun

Sean Kingston.gara2 dia.aku tolak org dan panjat pagar.tak ensem tpi berbakat.hehe


teng SHE sbb ajak kitorg pegi heee~




After Shout Awards,we went to McD ss15
celebrating Acap's birthday,then went to extreme park plak an


Birthday boy


Hilmy,Izut,Acap (birthday boy) and meee.





do ignore my fugly face.







ignore muka buruk saya

Extreme Park malam2 best.


visit my facebook for more pictures okay! :)

picca first crita ,nnti kejap k? penat la :P

First week of practicum :)



You can tell the days by the colors of my tudung.
Orange for monday,blue for tuesday,green for wednesday,purple for thursday and pink for friday.Okay agak sewel di sini.Is it necessary for me to tell?
hahaha

I get to teach standard 3 students,3 BAIDURI which I'm not sure wheter it is an advanced class or not,at first n i just found out that they're actually the pandai2 student.......on friday ( after three times teaching them) and as a minor subject, i get to teach 3 mutiara (kelas pemulihan n sgt menguji kesabaran saya untuk mendidik mereka semua)

I have to sacrifice my pocket money to buy materials for my classes and of course,bye bye bed.first day da tido hanya dua jam.prepared material la apa lagi.sama dgn hari2 seterusnya.huhu.nasib baik makann kantin murah dan sedap.tak kering mana la i nnti kan?.,hehe

students2 3 mutiara pun semua ok.bg kerjasama kat cikgu bru ne.cuma diorang ne byk ckp n kuat pegi tandas.can you just imagine,in the middle of teaching n kawan2 bwat presentation
pun sorg2 dtg ke depan nak gy tandas.every 5-10 minutes ada je yg nak gy tandas.

First day of teaching (on tuesday) pun da start garang2 n tinggi suara.tpi siketla kan.masa bgi kerja or exercise diorg suka tanya,which is good.ari2 yang sterusnya pun ok la.i managed to control the noise and all.biarpun kejap je.pasthu bising balik.diorg paling suka kalo saya suru sorg2 pegi depan bg jawapan.hehehe.agak best tpi masa nak bwat materials suma thu,agak terseksa la jugak.huhuhuu,

hmm,itu kelas 3 baiduri

kelas 3 mutiara pulak,emm.a bit challenging for me actually,especially as a new teacher who never got the experience to teach the 'real' students pasthu suddenly kena bg kelas pemulihan pulak.huhuhu.According to the sylabus,I have to teach them how to make bunga telur.So,i ikot jela kan instruction macmman nak bwat bunga telur thu
siap bawak kan diorg drawing block lgi.sbb ada yg ta bwak=tak ingat=tak tau.macm thula
so first thing first,diorg kena la bwat garisan 30 cm kat tgh2 drawing bloack thu kan.seng je.i siap bg cara2 mcmana nak bwat garisan thu (dari 0-30 cm) tp ramai juga tak pandai.huhuhu
so,kenal pegi tempt diorg satu persatu untuk ajar bwat satu garisan 30 cm.smpi ada yg i kena tolong bwatkan.huhuhu
untuk bwat 30 cm thu da makn masa 20 minit.apa lagi 6 cm and 9 cm.huhuhu.susa
tpi berusaha jugak la

da nama kelas pemulian macm2 ragam students saya jumpa.ada yg lagsung tak nak bwat.kacau kawan.bwat kawan nangis.ada yg diam je,nak kita approach dia ajar dia satu2 bru dia buat.ada juga semangat.biasala.huhuhu

ok la guys that's all for now.hehe
pisyu2
Elfina :)

Salam :)

men'ciplak' aksi2 seseorang.jahatnya. ('^.^)v
tiba2 saya amik gmbr yg perasan kiut
tpi nda juga kiut2
.
hahaha
pedulila
sapa kesah kan?
hihi
tpi lawa oo tudung syria ne.
hehe
suka suka!

btw guys,wish me luck owkay!
The time has come!!
tomorrow will be my first day of practicum,
&&&
students of SK BANDAR ANGGERIK SEKSYEN 6,
I would like to introduce myself,your new teacher!
(bunyi kompang yg dicampur dengan bunyi kerincing comel2)
TEACHER ELFINA!!
mbahahahaah
(bunyi yg dibuat2 akibat nervous yg teramat sgt)

Will be very very busy for this few months.
don't worry guys,I'm still updating my blog.
but depends on my free time la ok ok?
(ckp macm ada readers saja.haha)


xoxo
love,elfina :)

*sigh*

Waiting without an end
to the point we keep asking ourselves, "when,when,when or till when?"
but no matter how tedious or tiring it is to wait,sometimes we are forced to
and it is like an occupation or a fields that returns no profit

but sometimes the wait is worth the while
when you know that someone is by your side

ALLAH S.W.T
Family
Friends

16 random things about me?(second version.I have done this before in my old blog)

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you.Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1)I'm a dreamer.tiba2

2) I'm turning 20 this 18 OCTOBER 1989

3) Currently addicted to FILEM MELAYU,TELEMOVIE MELAYU and DRAMA MELAYU.

4) I'm soon-to-be a Teacher5) Universal listener.I listen to most types of music.Rnb,metal,rock,pop,blues,acoustic.It depends on the lyrics.

6)I own a DSLR CAMERA.Canon 450D.I'm new with this thing and still learning

7) I'm a short-sighted. i need my glasses or contact lens to see things clearly.8) I mke up excuses almost for everything *sigh*

9) I love maths when I was in high school.but i end up taking diploma in TESL.mbahahaha

10)I hate copycats but sometimes I can't even run away from being one of them.

11) I wanna grow 20 inches tall when I reach the age of 21 and still can maintain my weight.hahaha.mustahil!

12) love black and white so much.lately.

13) kuat ckp,sgt annoying tpi loveable and adorable.mbhahahaha

14) Yaz hanya tinggi beberapa inci sahaja but still,I'm the shortest.*DAYM*

15) I'm very honest when it comes to friends and love.Like,when I say I love you.I really mean it.

16) Yes,I'm single and not ready for any serious relationship at the moment.Friend comes first!

Who shud I tag?
YOU!!!

zaman dulu2.saya suda delete dari myspace.saja bikin kenangan

elfina tajul ariffin 2008.hahaha