A l o n e okay?

emg sgt bosan,boring masa cuti ne ta bwat apa..

sampai bole jadi gila taw tak?

sapa yg faham,angkat tgn!!!!!!

bgun pagi,ngadap laptop.buang sampah.cuci kain.

seminggu bole kira berapa org je sy bawa bercakap

nak keluar tak boleh.tada duit.

nak tgk wayang.rindu sgt.

jalan2 pun rinduuu sgt.

ada rasa macm menyesal tak balik sebenarnya

tpi takpe,tiket mahal.itu je sy fikir.

yela,makin lama makin mahal kan?

taknak pentingkan diri sendiri sgt.

jadi dgn itu sy pun pergi la memberanikan diri tanya mana2 job vacancy yg ada.

semua sy tanya

akhirnya adala org baik hati dari subway kata nak amik kerja

utk pengetahuan semua,sy ta pernah mkn subway.

jadi memg macm bangang siket sebab jenis roti amik masa sejam untuk hafal.

sekarang ne pun,sebagai training, dia kasi sy kerja belakang dapur

sikit2 ada la keluar tunjuk muka bwat apa yg ptut

rasa lain sgt sebab ini first time cari kerja sendiri

oh btw,yg ini sy bole amik cuti bila2 kot sebab sy ambil part time.

bila sy 'free' je sy bole pergi.

arini kat sek 9,esok kat giant.

harap2 lama2 la kat giant sebab dekat.nak overtime pun takpe sebab dekat.

ARGGGHHH

I need to get rid of this feeling..

penakut!

elle,apa ko nak malu sgt.peg cari kerja je pon.

btw,ne first time sy stay kat shah alam utk cuti 5 minggu.5 minggu beb.

so,plan memg nak cari kerja.

jalan2 kat giant tpi byk yg nak cari full time

kat McD ada part time

should I try?.Yes,you should.

pegi tanya sorg2 pun takpe kot.

berani la siket elle.

&&

The fact is that I could not be apart from my boyfriend.

manja sgt?

ermm.

syg sgt kot.

even if it's only going to take me.... like what?

5 hours from the moment I wake up

and not seeing him,waiting him for his lunch break and I would eagerly ask him to go out for lunch

and then waiting again for him to finish his work

let him has some rest and meeting up for dinner again.

though only for one hour everyday.

He is also alone (most of the time)

Imagine 2 weeks from now,he will finish his internship and probably going back home

and I'll be alone here again.

pathetic!.I know..pathetic much

Maybe because I don't really have anyone here.

It's semester break owkaaay!!

no one would want to stay here!!!

the boyfriend is one of the reason

I want to find a part-time jobla cenggini

my car is another reason

my rent also, because it's rm300 per month

the gym (I should go often(!!)) which is rm139 per month

and plus,

probably my convocation would be on December,and the whole family will come.

so because of all of these,I stay here.

I do have things to do if I am going back to kk

but thinking of the flight ticket which will cost me (ok.my parents) almost rm500++

I would rather stay here and find something to do which I have not started yet

haaaa cupcakesssssss...If only I have the talent....

Playful kiss

cium yg main2

hahaahahahah

*gelak sorg2 sebab dah gila

kepada peminat cerita korea,silala tgk cerita ne.best gila

before this,dah ada da version Taiwan "it started with a kiss" ngan cerita jepun dia"itazura na kiss" so jalan cerita lebih kurg sama

bezanya,yg korean version ne ringkas siket dan setting dia lawa.

and baek seung jo kadang2 mengingatkan sy dgn boyfriend sikit2

tpi tatawla part mana kan.

hehe

lol

tpi bygkan jika ada la kan minah yg agak 'clumsy',kurang pandai tpi suka senyum ada huge crush ngan sorg mamat yg hensem gila babi pastu IQ pula 200 tpi berperangai macm takde perasaan.cold-hearted gila.sgt kontra bukan?

dan bygkan lagi jika satu hari anda terpaksa tinggal (?) serumah dgn crush anda sebab rumah da gone kena gempa bumi

oh kerana rupa2nya parents korg bestfren?

bestkan?

haha

dia ne sebenarnya leader grup ss501,kalo korg tgk cerita boys over flowers,haa dia ne la pegang watak Yoon Ji Hoo tu.ensemkan?tinggi lak tu.macm perfect je I rasa taw.

Tak kenal sgt dia ne tpi watak dia sgt comel.takde la comel mana,sebab suka senyum dan periang sgt2..satu je yg bengap ngan dia ne,Baek Seung Jo layan dia macm mana sekali pon,dia tetap suka katBSJ.Cinttaaa kan org kata,

synopsis:

Playful Kiss is about a popular and genius male student named Baek Sueng-jo who has a stand-offish personality and Oh Hani who is a female student who makes up for being not-so-genius by always being smiling and happy. An earthquake destroys the girl's home and she and her dad end up living with the boy's family. The girl has kept this boy in her heart but she has never received any assurances of her love being reciprocated. Fun and groans ensue as they interact and rub off on each other.

cerita ne da abes da pun.memg best..sy syorkan la korg tgk.sekarang dah kahwin da pon dorg.haish 21 tahun dah nak kahwin.sib bek lelaki tu pandai,parents pula rapat dan duit pun byk..kalo aku.....nakkk jeeeeee kahwin.sekrg ne pun tgh latih diri untuk jadi bakal isteri mithali untuk masa depan...hahaha

gmbar suma amik kat vikii ne ha..hehe

http://www.viikii.net/channels/goto/playfulkiss

kerja kerja..

haa nak kerja apa?

cuti sebulan ne sumpah pasti bosan nanti kan.

sekrg pun da bosan

tak kisahla kerja part time apa pun.

kat coffee bean,hot n rolls,mcD,Kfc

secret recipe,pizza,domino's?

kedai baju..haa yg apa2la kan

terfikir juga my mum suru bwat advertisement kalo nak berniaga cupcakes ke an

memg dari dulu pun aku nak bwat macm ne,rasa best.

tpi tgk la dulu macm mana..so cam benda ne jadi choice terakhir aku

semua bajet nak kaitan ngan makanan je mentang2 suka masak kan

tak kisa la apa pun,interview kerja ke an

yg penting tak duduk relaks besarkan bontot kat rumaaaaaaaaaaaa

rasanya dah naik bdan ne...asyik baringgggg je.

18 October 2010 was my birthday.

Happy Birthday elle!!!

Sweet 21!

May god bless you,love.

thanx for all the wishes guys.

for the cupcakes(budak2 1133),

the present (sayang and Rino,thank you)

Khai,sebab sudi ajak aku keluar,

Sayang,sebab bawa keluar mlm birthday.

it's okay,masa birthday u nanti,u plak yg belanja I ea.

takde gmbr lagi.blogger ne bodoh kata sedg maintenance..so kena tunggu saya edit post ne balik la ea....

eh dah tak bodoh da :P

thanx for da cupcakes semua :)

patung ayam bertopikan kero kero.comel!

dari rino dan aweknya

jam tangan hadiah boyfriend tersayang.iloveyou

It's the new layout people!

plus the new URL too! :) :)

happy that I am finally decide that I am just going to continue my life

Life is stress,miserable and full of troubles.

I almost thought of commit suicide or whatever that I thought could help me to escape from any of these shit.

thanx to all those troubles.hell yeah!

I am stronger now

Guess I don't really need to say anything much on Facebook anymore

just the happy2 things or things that are not related with anyone except me.

My twitter only works for me.

I do not need sympathy from everyone.

I do not need anyone to feel anything about me anymore

Maybe I am just a trouble-maker

Maybe I am suppose to be quiet,stay calm and never ever say anything on this world that is almost occupy by technology.

Hinggg~

Well,you can't have the freedom anywhere you like now,elle.

I'm so sorry,blog that I did not treat you well before.

I forgot that I actually have another "best friend" who is willing to accept and listens everything I said without boundaries.

we supposed to share things together,remember?

but in the end I suffer alone.I am sorry. *sounds like a crazy person talking to herself.

anyhoo, I really need to prepare for my last 2 papers.I need to score this sem.Feels like the pointer will be around 3 something for the gpa?gosh.I regret that I did not do well on the previous paper.....hmm,oh well action shows better potential than words.so I am not just going to say " I'm going to study now".I will. :)

Oh it's OCTOBER.

It's the month I was born

18 October

I will officially turn 21

and

on the day itself,the relationship has already more than half a year

InsyaALLAH

:)

oh oh

and I'm nowhere near 43kg.OMG.another 4 kg to lose.

I guess,I just have to forget it then.