frustrating

this is very frustrating knowing that my cohort nov 09 has to extend our semester just because our credit hour for next sem is 21...well the maximum should be 18 hours but we already over the limit so there would huge possibility that we might as well going for our practicum on March..which supposedly on January...

HOW FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!

Those who are not in our shoes may not understand how VERYfrustrating it is...Yeah peaople..The word for today is frustrating...sorry for being redundant...

I am too tired of studying with these hard subjects...it seems like no matter ho hard I studied,I still couldn't get A for most of my subjects.

Theatre for example,it's likee..how to say?erm we actually spent most of our energy for the play and any other assignments...3 months was never been enough for us..is like we work very hard and we studied very hard for the xam yet still could not get A....

SO FRUSTRATING!

I feel like giving up study but I know that this situation actually leads me to work harder and struggle even more..hopefully everything will go well..Insya Allah.

right or left brain?

tgk ballerina elok2..

korg nampk dia pusing arah jam atau sebaliknya?

sebab aku kekadang nmpk dia pusing belah kiri,kekadang nmpk dia pusing belah kanan.

grrrr....boleh tukar2..

but most of the time aku nampk...emmmm...ntahla..mcm kanan

bila aku rasa nak dia pusing kiri,aku nmpk dia pusing kiri

bila kanan haa..nmpk la dia pusing kanan...

okay sekarang rasa nk termuntah

dahla puasa,tak pasal2 kang aku pening gastrik benda kejadah semua..

hik3

yg ne tgkla..anda yg mana satu..left brain or right brain

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS

uses logic

detail oriented

facts rule

words and language

present and past

math and science

can comprehend

knowing

acknowledges

order/pattern perception

knows object name

reality based

forms strategies

practical

safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS

uses feeling

"big picture" oriented

imagination rules

symbols and images

present and future

philosophy & religion

can "get it" (i.e. meaning)

believes

appreciates

spatial perception

knows object function

fantasy based

presents possibilities

impetuous

risk taking

APSAL?

Asal blog aku ne cam 'ladies' gila...

vintage2 gitu..

ke taste aku da berubah?

aku da wanita ka?

*gmbr takde kena mngena..saje rasa dorang comel..hahaha

eh hello elle?

kaw da 22 tahun kot...belom wanita lgi apanya?

boleh kahwin da kot..

okay tu angan2...kerja pun belom lagi...heeee

tpi kadang2 aku rase cam sebab badan aku ne kecik,nak nmpk matang,susah..

padahal muka dah jelas2 dah tua.

budak umur 20 tahun pun dah tak pandang aku taw...

apa motif sebenarnya entry aku ne?

comel kan?

grrr kena tukar la weh

dulu ingat lgi muka nerd then pakai spek mata bulat then pki tudung....huduh je muka...

kalau pki,mesti ada la org tanya. 'masuk islam ke?'...sy dilahirkan sebagai muslim..takde convert2 punya...nasibla muka cina macm ne..nak bwat macm mana lgi..hohoho


masa sekolah rendah.ne gmbr darjah 6 kot

tgk kat tarikh tu..mknanya masa tingkatan 5..

few moths before I decided to wear contact lense...

pastu mase diploma...sy tukat sikit la pesyen...ikot perkembangan semasa time tu...

pastu adala setahun dua,sy jahat sebab tak pkai pun..gy kelas semua tak pakai..honestly,memg kalau keluar dgn famili,,sy tak pakai tudung...I grew up with two types of surrounding(??) actually..in school,sy memg pki taknak buka..biarpun jalan ngan kwan2...lgi2 dulu sekolah agama kan.kalau dgn family,sy tak pki..memg ada jugala nak pki tpi kejap je...haih..tu dulu...

Me recentlyyyy!!!

skrg ne masih berjinak2 lagi..kalau org tanya is it permanent?

saya akan jawab:insyaAllah.skrg tgh slow2 lg.

masa akan dtg memg sy nak pki terus dan taknak buka2 da

itu janji sy terhadap diri sendiri

(dah pernah mention pun before ne hahaha)

tapi apa2 hal pun byk kot benda kena ubah

antaranya ialah:

1.dressing:lol..seluar pendek or skirt pendek tu..pakai kat ruma je la...kat luar dah taknak pki da...then bila da macm ne..apa yg menutup la kena pki...shawl gila berlambak..kalau jual boleh dpt ratus2..tpi memg taknak jual..lawa2 kot...and semestinya la nak pakai..hehe..skrg ne shawl,tudung,pashmina dah bole bwat collection da...kena beli dua hanger doh :)

2.attitude:yg ne antara paling penting sekali kena jaga..fine,sy gelak memg kuat..suara memg volume..org cakap..takyahla pki speaker..nama samaran pun 'speaker'..ne kena control2 la

3.cara hidup?:well,still same..i don't really do much of skinship with my guy friends.so takde beza ape sgt la..hug2 tu just ngan kawan2 pompuan je...heee...sy pun tak shisha..main kad?yes.sekadar hiburan kitorg nak lepak je..bukan selalu...

4.pesyen lilit2:ne da memg jadi kegemaran sy mencuba sesuatu yg baru..lilit macm2...tpi yg penting tak nmpk pelik dan bole diterima akal la..hehe

haa nak je jadi cantik..tapi tak cantik2 pun..nak kurus tapi tak kurus2 pun..boyfriend kuat mkn jadi sy pun tumpang sekali...hik3

p/s:haaa nak bwat tiramisu tapi fridge penuh dgn makanan..takde tempt untuk tiramisu..tape..nnti ada masa kita bwat ye...

jalan2 makan2

Assalamualaikum semua..

apa kabar?

maaf dah lama tak berblog...

kurang busy tapi takda idea nak post entry pasal apa...

maaf ya...

again,dengan annoying berkata "adaka org bace blog aku?"duh!

Mari kita cakap pasal makanan!

okay fine...skrg sy da gemuk gila2.. naik 3 kg tu gemuk la kan?

untuk org pendek macm sy..hahaha

apa2 pun sy nak ucapkan terima kasih kepada miss PRAEVINA..my beautiful girlfriend for introducing me Tutti Frutti..gaga..

*dia kat kiri..yg kat kanan tu aree nama dia.kiutkan?hehe..dia single lg btw.. :P

baikla sila cakap sy jakun..sebab rasanya macm sy la org terakhir yg berumur 22 tahun tahu wujudnya tutti frutti yg best gila ne

frozen yogurt kot..tak nak ckp byk..tgk je da taw dia sedap kan?

lepas tu ajak boyfie ngan my mum and adik sekali makn bnda ne..haaaa

kejap lgi smbung owkay browser bwat hal

Oh god please!!

I mean please stop this kind of statement to me:

"eh eh pki tudung dah ke?...ne fesyen ke ape ne?"

Okay,pleasela.

maybe sometimes you would see me free hair,

i admit that.Like I said I am still learning and nurturing myself.

and it's not about fashion

Do I look like I am so into the current fashion?

only if I have the money,I do!

but sadly I don't

i only wear shirt underneath my cardigan plus my lame looking jeans everyday.(it's been 3 or 4 months I haven't buy a new one and only recycle what I have)

do i look like a fashionista to you?

looking lame rite?

not so pretty right?

but who cares?