elo..it's new sem people

I am going to be verrryyyyy busy in a week from now....

as I am taking theatre this sem..

as an art director...I gotta love adobe Illustrator from now on

well other subject are tough as well

and only two classes I got the chance to meet my girls since I am the sunbae here

huh..

and I miss my boyfie like sooo much...

I'm blaming the line there at his place...

I barely can send him sms or even trying to call him so many times

and couldnt contact him often

so frustrating you know...

oh anyhooo..wish me luck guys..xoxo

selamat tinggal

Selamat tinggal SUBWAY *masi berfikir sebenarnya bila masa sesuai nak berhenti

Selamat tinggal masa2 free *biarpun sementara

beban akan semakin byk bila starting from next week.

takot dah tadapat nak cope

apa2 pun,harap duit yg aku dapat lepas kerja ne cukup untuk apa yg aku plan

and I am not going to use it for myself.

baru rasa macm mana kerja untuk org tersayang.

and I know he's not going to read this anyway

I wonder if he knows that I have blog..

probably not.

makan da semakin kurang.

penat makin bertambah

masa untuk enjoy pun takde

org cuti,rehat2..

aku bekerja.

org mkn byk2

aku makn apa yg ada kat depan mata aku

I really need at least a day untuk berseronok gila2

harap2 plan nak gy piknik kat air terjun jadi.

when everyone starts to not tell me anything,

I rather learn not to care and rather be on my own.

that's the least I can do for myself.

maa fdah lama tak ambil gmbr syok sendri

dah lama tak full kan memory card camera dgn gmbr macam2

malas dan takde mood

I miss this moment.like seriously.

org datang dan pergi

tpi di hujungnya,aku harap kita kekal sebagai kawan baik

ada jatuh ada bgun,sama2 berdiri sama2 jatuh

aku susah,kaw susah

kita ada

sentiasa ditepi didepan atau dibelakang

3 tahun hampir lama

ya,lama tapi harapnya kekal selamanya

InsyaAllah.

I was sitting here thinking
of the words i wanted to say, but they just wouldn't come out right-
so i found a different way
i wrote this for you,
for everything you do

for always being nice to me
and staying by my side,
and helping me fix my problems
and never leaving me behind.

for accepting my thoughts and feelings,
though you do not understand,
for never giving up on me
and being my angels

&& to my better half,

thanks for the love and care.

thanx for the beautiful day and moments

I love you so much

you're the best I have.

sebenarnyaaa..

bukan dah tak kisah

bukan juga marah

bukan nak abaikan

mungkin sudah lama terasa dan memendam rasa (bukan jiwang.harap maklum sahabat semua)

jadi aku ambil langkah untuk malas ambil peduli

aku stick pada mereka yg still anggap aku teman

mereka yg still anggap aku orang penting

sebab yg itu juga la yg aku balas.

tumpuan hanya untuk mereka yg reti bersyukur tanpa mengeluh dan complain macam2

sebab dah serik dengan perangai yg tak reti jaga hati org lain,pentingkan diri sendiri

teruskan macm tu pun takpa

silalah anggap aku macam2 pun

aku dah tak kisah pun sebenarnya

cakap la apa pun

aku akan belajar untuk maafkan org tersebut

Tuhan Maha Adil

Karma akan dtg 'menyerang' bila2 masa

cuma cepat atau lambat sahaja

kelemahan sesama sendiri,sila belajar terima ya kawan2..

learn to appreciate org yg pernah ada dengan kaw masa susah dan senang.

learn to forgive and forget.