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shinee and suju.
leeteuk,sungmin,taemin and minho comel dowh~..hahaha..mcm2 version da aku tgk..heechul tak abis ngan Hessica dia..hahaha.serius makin lama makin lawa versi gee dorg ne..haha.my sunshine!

baby!

LET'S DANCE!!!

you think I can't dance with my tummy and the fat?

this is what I did back in the old days and I want to do it again.

yihaaaa!!

BIGBANG? 2PM? SHINEE(they're like too young for me but i like Taemin and Key)? 2AM? SHINHWA? DBSK? FT ISLAND?

I love them

but

OH I LIKE SUJU MORE(sounds lame for you guys,isnt it?.i just don't care)....the power of 13

hopefully Hankyung change his mind...huhuhu..there will be no SUJU if Hankyung leaves. :(

and ya,erm... I'm not really in the mood few days ago.well,one of the reason is because someone's entry,who try to be nice but actually it really makes me feel like I'm some kind of loser, I guess.tak tau knapa terasa gila babi.I know that you're a good person with a good intention but i don't know why i think it is still a lil bit too much.

I already feel lost when my kesayangan (kamera yg dsayangi gila2) mengalami masalah...ditmbh lgi dgn kenyataan2 sedemikian...sungguh x senang hatiiii..mmg tak ada kaitan tpi ntahla..bosan dgn perangai org skrg ne....mcm2.

i'm glad it's over

He has no feeling towards me ANYMORE...yeay! *relieve*

if drink and drug is your bestfriend ,then you don't need me to complete you.

if you are like so freaking desperate to have a girlfriend,then I'm not the right person for you to be with cause I'm SO unlike you.

if you want me just because we had this memory of being "almost lover" in the past,then you're WRONG.past is past,dude.get over it.

if you say you love me whenever we meet,and take advantage of my kindness then you should just GO TO HELL cause YOU'RE REALLY MAKE ME SICK DUDE!.I hate to see your sms and I picking up your call!.

if you want me BACK,and assume that I will come back to you and treat you as I used to do.Think again man!You such a jerk.I will never want to see your RAFFI AHMAD look ever again.I'm done with you..

if I say,I'm very much comfortable with what I am now,please don't try to change me.I do what I really want to do.the people that can stop me from doing things that I like is MY FAMILY

if you call it a DATE,then it is a DATE but since you are acting like a jerk after, I JUST DON'T REALLY CARE about it either.you can sell you're handsome face to anyone who wants you cause you're really the expert with this kind of thing,right?correct me if I'm wrong.

EVERY STATEMENT IS FOR DIFFERENT GUYS....

oh snap!my bananas are suddenly disappear...I guess my menu for today is ROTI TEPUNG KOSONG.no CEKODOK for today..

how come?

lately i do realized that I don't hang out and I don't go shopping with girls anymore.blame me for making this thing worst for myself.to be truth,I only have few girlfriends,whom I really2 close and be able to share ALMOST everything.So,my mind always says that NO ONE can replace them and since everyone is not around,I tend to hold and keep everything for myself.of course I do have lots of guy friends (if i say boyfriends it's sounds different) too, but there are many things that you can't share with them.

obviously,I hang out more with guys now and don't get me wrong.I have no intention of being more than just a friend.Seriously,I do have this friendly manner and no romantic intended when I'm approaching them. I am certain there are the occasional instances of boy and girl being best friends. I may even have had at least one "BOY" best friend when I was younger, much younger and I used to think that 'When we grow up,we might end up being together". But, I really believe this "best friend" thing is only possible in the age when nothing else is possible.I'm in that level now.I do flirt with some of my guy friend but it is just for fun as we both know that we are friends and always be friend.Honestly,I don't have any feeling with any guy at this moment except that I HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON THIS KOREAN GUY which is one of the reason why I am in front of my lappy the whole time (the only way to keep in touch with him <3).

And people, please dun get me wrong again.I am not CHOOSY.I JUST FOLLOW WHAT MY HEART SAYS AND WHAT MY MIND TELLS ME WHAT TO DO,AS WELL AS MY INSTINCT.If I like you,then I like you.If I don't then just bear with it.I don't really care about my past anymore.I'm proud of myself for being single for 6 months (woot woot).I get the chance to PROOF to everyone that I can live without a human being called "special BOYFRIEND".I am a WINNER to those who had this very NEGATIVE THOUGHTS of me after my last broke up.I don't need a special boyfriend,I just need friends.That's all.

I'M KINDA HOMESICK RIGHT NOW..I REALLY WANT TO GO HOME.HAVE DINNER WITH MY FAMILY,PLAYING WITH MY DONGSAENGS aka adik2 (they surprise me everytime i'm home.excited to see how much they have grown),HANG OUT WITH MY FAMILY EVERY NIGHT AND WEEKEND,PREPARE LUNCH for THEM (I'm expert in making SPAGHETTI) and everything.

plus,I've already missed three CHRISTMAS(from 2007 till this year) in KK.Yes,I'm a Muslim but some of my family (grandma,uncles and aunties,cousins and second cousins) are CHRISTIANS.We have this family gathering or makan2 thing or open house for celebrating the special day that represents by everyone in our family.I do have really BIG FAMILY.My dad has 14 siblings.and my mom I'm not really sure.haha..my bad.

haa bogo ship da